Today is a happy, full of light, is like a second Christmas Eve, I am on the eve of a return that wonderful man God put in my way for more than 2 years but I did not notice immediately, fortunately God diro my head and my heart said to him at the right time.
A man who only makes me happy, calm and eager to do more and more, a man I am proud and I feel I can walk through life as a peacock saying this wonderful man, successful, well, honest, funny, handsome, self-confident, loving, social, true, noble, playful, adventurous, entrepreneurial and etc. my boyfriend and I love and adore me and only has eyes for me.
A man that I've missed all these months and scolded me when I was more sad, that I said I wanted to look good when he arrived and who loves me with everything and my Bipolar changes monthly, I care when sick, I drop uan looks beautiful without makeup, I say you can not stop me, who wants every day to sleep in his arms, the man returned to my arms in less than 40 hours.
Sometimes I feel I should have done something very good to have a prize is as exquisite as she came to give much color to my days, I returned the smile sincere, that is born of the soul, that you already did not come out naturally having a broken heart.
Sometimes you need to reinvent itself with new possibilities, living in a cube must be tired, that the crucial factor is always defined only establish limits to take away all the freedom possible.
Today my eyes with tears dripping but very different, they are tears of joy and such, these accounts only had cried less frequently than fingers on my hand, but for 15 days I cry every day imagining it again to embrace, to kiss it again or just to remember her smell.
Changing the subject and that time, today is unspeakable birthday, I remembered that a while a year ago at this time walked like crazy making your favorite cake and planning her surprise party and wrapping your gift, good memories:) but they are just that, memories, images in my memory that will not be repeated, hopefully this year of life when it reached the 3 decades will bring that emotional maturity that is so lacking, a little consideration for the feelings of others would not be bad and if you get very splendid up there with him so the seasonal sales that make it a complete service to its compass that goes all crooked, alignment and balancing needs so you can see what the way from up there you have prepared for him and stop half the world seek advice and follow your instincts.
you no longer wish than a dozen cats will climb back (even if that happens I would see the video XD), or that a rabid raccoon attack or what is chasing a mad cow, now I understand the wisdom of God, how I could not do anything for him and as my pride made me hurt all by myself trying to intervene in matters which were not mine and being aware that he would do nothing to prevent harm me, was like putting a peripheral half rush hour and leave no damage claim.
May God bless you and what is necessary to be happy and everything will open his eyes and be able to see and appreciate ...
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