as 7 months ago, was cast hugging my new boyfriend, I liked since I met him, but never made a single attempt to get closer because although I liked many about him my heart belonged to another person, he for me was just a very attractive guy. Was attached to it, wondering if I was not mistaken, it was too early? that I felt in my chest was real? or it was just something I feel so anxious that I had made it? had many questions and no answers, because for me at that moment was real, the smell intoxicated me and I just wanted to sink into their hugs and kisses taste, there was no world, no time, no problems, we were him and me against the world.
We talked about our past, we spoke of our former partners in a very general point to be prepared in case we receive one, I was still very hurt so I said a few things, he did not investigate further but told me that the institute came from a former girlfriend who was studying in front, then said that although he had done very wrong with her and had been many episodes jealous now realized that thanks to her I had met me, although there years ago and she and I probably will not ever know us, yet she is responsible for he and I are together, I took my part superb and I thought best for her but for my part if not, no, it was a beautiful gift for me that was heaven and now.
Now that all that anger I had against many people have been dispelled, I realize that is true in my case ... my friend recommended me a lot psychopath go to meet my tutor and therefore meet my prince charming:), plus the situation with the unspeakable made me want to leave the pit so I met a very nice stage reconstruction I was forming a new life and was particularly excited, my health improved, I took up dancing and finish my thesis, it helped that he knew me no visible sadness and great momentum, something he loves to me.
Last night I wrote a letter telling him that now he understood as past experiences, but had been painful I had taken the path that led me to find it and I am very grateful to God for that, while writing my eyes clouded by tears, but tears of sadness if not a cleaner and strange, tears of happiness: ) are just holding these grudges, are ashes now paying my land and left in my hands to take them the wind, it's time to live without restraints, the maximum on the right track, everything tells me I'm in the right because the doors open as I passed, I have the support of all those around me are happy to see me happy, so many important people have returned to my life, the right people, good people, people who every day gives me something new.
The tree is known by its fruit and this tree is filling me with blessings. Yesterday I said that probably in less than 2 years I will be married ... do not know what to say, I was born instinctively say no, but if not, just said that I can not know because not only is my business but as time will tell. Time, only time will place me in the right place, while I will enjoy every second that I be granted.
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